Life is a Song

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I HAD something witty to post here. *sad*


OH YEAH! CRISIS CORE~!

Zack is adorable, Angeal is so cool he's hot, Genesis is... Genesis, Sephiroth is badass as ever, makes me wanna squeeee~!, uhm.... Haven't met Cloud yet (thank GODS, I think I'll scream when I do, I hate the chocobo-brain.), Aerith made me squee from her awesomeness and hotness and NOW EVERYTHING MAKES SENSE~! Zack: I have to repay you somehow. How about one date? *FIVE YEARS LATER~!* Aerith: Why don't you be my bodyguard? I'll pay you with... one date.

LAWLS.

Psychoanalyze Yourself: Don't read ahead, just copy and paste the following into a new post before you read my answers. Then answer the following questions one at a time without looking ahead with the first thought that comes to mind. Then read what each answer means at the end.


1. You are walking in the woods. You are not alone. Who's with you? Jason, Sonikki, Sammi, and my mother.

2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal? A wolf.

3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal? I walk right up to it with respect and earn a friend.

4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and before you is your dream house... A huge house with two stories, a basement, and an attic.

5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence? It's surrounded by a wall of bamboo and cherry trees, don't know if that qualifies as a fence, though.

6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining table is covered with? Books, papers, art, art supplies, and a vase of arranged flowers.

7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it? Glass.

8. What do you do with the cup? Pick it up carefully and wipe it off, then put it in my bag and take it with me.

9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at a body of water; what kind is it? A large ocean, the waves crashing noisily on the sand.

10. How do you cross that body of water? I don't. I just sit and listen to the waves and watch the water.

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The answers.

1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important to you.

2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems in your life.

3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems.

4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition.

5. A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You'd prefer people not drop by unannounced.

6. If your answer did NOT include food, flowers, or people, then you are generally unhappy.

7. The durability of the material with the cup is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship.

8. What you did with the cup is representative of your attitude.

9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your relationships.

10. The way you cross the water is representative to how easy or hard you expect your life to be.


Cross-posted to deviantART.

http://wordsmiths.net/Maygra/RTG.htm

So, at Anime LA, I got pins of the Sannin (Tsunade, Orochimaru, and Jiraiya). I HAVE NOT HAD THEM THREE DAYS AND OROCHIMARU IS GONE. Watch, next will be Jiraiya and then it'll be Tsunade. I hate my life, I have worse luck than Tsunade.

I'm addicted to Holland Mints (a.k.a. Spots).

SOMEONE HELP ME. I CAN'T STOP DEVOURING THE ADORABLE LITTLE DOTS!

EDIT: I ate all my spots. *sadsad*

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! Last month I pulled over and changed tolkienkookad's flat tire (15 points). Last Friday I gave ataraxy_sb a kidney (1000 points). In January I got in line at the supermarket at the same time as someone else and I didn't yield (-8 points). In October I ruled Duluth, Minnesota as a kind and benevolent dictator (700 points). In September I saved a busload of nuns in Angola (326 points). Overall, I've been nice (2033 points). For Christmas I deserve a Sony Playstation 3! Sincerely, charexlchan

Write your letter to Santa! Enter your LJ username:

I just got three chain letters (the same one) FROM THREE DIFFERENT PEOPLE. Now, anyone who knows me knows that I HATE chain letters. Sorry for this short rant, I just needed to get it out.

( SILLY SILLY TWELVE-DAYS THING. )

Blergh... my toe is killing me....

Yesterday, I was home, not feeling good at all, and I went out for a walk. Nothing much happened, but as I came home, I tripped on a giant piece of asphalt. I managed to stay standing, but when I came inside the house, I found out why my toe was killing me.

The skin was shredded off in three places and the nail broke in half.

I can't step on it, I can't even move it. It's wrapped in four layers of padding and bandages.

IT FUCKIN HURTS.

Today, I met a literary goddess. I'm so high that I'm sitting on a cloud.

I met J. K. Rowling today.

She talked to me. She signed a book. It's going to be a family heirloom.

cold_ataraxy, go ahead and joke about it. I DARE you.

Okay, so maybe it's not a joke, but stiiiiill.

I still feel like I'll wake up tomorrow and it won't have happened yet.

My wand was stolen by an adminsitrator. Because it looked "dangerous". PLEASE. My BRIGHT PINK SPIKY HAIR looks more dangerous. A bloody pencil looks more dangerous. A new UNSHARPENED pencil.

I had a panic attack earlier, too... my feelings of worthlessness and self-hate came back... even though I was repeatedly told that it'll all be okay have done nothing to make me feel better. I still feel like I'm not much of anything. Sorry, but I never learned to control my feelings. If I could, I'd be cheery all the time, and I wouldn't be depressed or feel worthless. I'd actually be able to live up to my reputation. Heh, Stealth and Tracking isn't the only thing I fail at.....

 

Halloween Meme

abbychan_wtf  summons the undead armies of eats_emography  to steal your candy

ataraxy_sb  tries to pick up Phantom Hitchhikers

beckydr  buries ataraxy_sb  at the crossroads with a cutlery through their heart

charexlchan  runs around screaming for hours until abruptly silenced by fogsystem , wielding a sharpened Bank Manager's lunchbox

cold_ataraxy  TPs your cutlery

eats_emography  eats charexlchan 's spicy, spicy brains.

fogsystem  sacrifices cold_ataraxy 's gerbils

mizmackain  puts fake eyeballs in your candy

redwithfeathers  dresses up as mizmackain 

sailor_yuffie  haunts your Bank Manager's lunchbox

tolkienkookad  swoops on abbychan_wtf  and drains their brains

LJ Name

Halloween Meme

abbychan_wtf puts real eyeballs in your Bank Manager's lunchbox

ataraxy_sb swoops on cold_ataraxy and drains their brains

beckydr TPs your socks

charexlchan runs around screaming for hours until abruptly silenced by redwithfeathers, wielding a sharpened gerbil

cold_ataraxy tries to pick up Phantom Hitchhikers

eats_emography haunts your gerbils

fogsystem gives you a toothbrush

mizmackain TPs tolkienkookad

redwithfeathers puts fake eyeballs in your cutlery

sailor_yuffie sacrifices mizmackain's candy

tolkienkookad creates an unholy monstrosity from beckydr, mizmackain and fogsystem

LJ Name

I left my cell phone at school over the weekend. I think someone stole it. All my friends are all, like, don't worry, I'm sure one of our friends got it, but... I don't know. I just feel so stupid.

BTW, I like school this year. Geometry owns Algebra in the funness category.

I have to go to school tomorrow (thank you cold_ataraxy for telling me when I had to go!) to get my stupid schedule. *sighs* I don't want school to start. I want to stay home and sleep some more. My whole body's hurting again, and I don't know how I'm going to do. I wish the stupid doctor would just give me a note for the school, telling them that I was exempt from P.E.

But no, the doctors are all, "Oh, lose weight, and you'll be fine!" "It's not a big deal that your legs feel like they're going to snap in half when you run, or that you get out of breath quickly, just take some painkillers and do this and that and it'll be fine!" They don't even care. They just want my mom's money. *sighs*

And the P.E. teachers don't care either. "Just keep running, it'll stop hurting!" "That's what you get for being out of shape!" "Stop whining, you aren't a three-year-old!" "Get up and start playing basketball! You aren't going to be fit if you're lazy!" *sighs*

Wizard rock is amazing.


Only one problem.


*cries* I can't find any!! Almost nothing comes up on limewire! Does anyone know how/where to get it, or know someone who does??? Please help!

Why am I just sitting here?

Better question: Why am I just sitting here when I'm so tired?

EVEN BETTER QUESTION: Why the hell am I just sitting when I'm so tired, in the DARK? *shudders*

Anyways, I got my hair cut!! My sis says I look like a guy now. My aunt pointed out that I'm a much happier person without all my hair. It's true. I think I'll be an even happier person once it's been dyed BUBBLEGUM PINK!

Ohyes. I'm Tonks. It's been comfirmed by at least five people. I AM Tonks, therefore, I need pink hair. Don't ask  why I need to get my hair dyed to make it pink. Trauma. Emotional trauma. Having problems Metamorphosing. Let's just leave it at that.

I don't have much else to say, except that I feel rather isolated that I haven't heard from most of my friends all summer...

Not like anyone looks at my journal enough to care...

Anyways, I finished the seventh Harry Potter book...
The day after it came out.

And I still love Scar Night.

Beh. I've been knitting again. And drawing. And doing daily tarot card readings for myself. I'm so bored recently... My little brat of a sister is getting mad at me all the time for no reason. Suddenly, and I mean REALLY suddenly, she doesn't like me when I'm "being the quiet innocent little girl" or when I'm "depressed and sad about everything" or when I'm ahead of her in something, or when I'm all "mean" and tell her to go away because I want to be left alone....
She only seems to like 0.0001% of my personality.

DAMN. I wanna see Wicked, but I hear it sold out already. Oh well, one more thing my mom promised me that I didn't get. Last time, she said, "We'll go see the Lion King (the play) or go to the Evanescence concert the day after your birthday." Well, the day before my birthday, my mom tells me we aren't going to the concert, which was what I picked, and that there is no way for us to go to see the Lion King play either. Oh well. I'll just die without my life being fulfilled.

NO, I'M NOT GOING TO KILL MYSELF!

Not like anyone who would look at this would care.

In other news, I don't have a cell phone till Friday because I forgot to call my mom when I left to go to my friend's house. I had told her I was going. She knew. And she took away my phone because of a condition she made half a year ago. She calls it a deal, but I never agreed to it. Anyways, because she made it only half a year ago, of course I forgot. And beh. She still says,"Oh well, it's your responsibility to remember!!" Shit. I want her to go away sometimes.

Oh, and I've seen the fifth Harry Potter movie three times, and memorized all of the lines of my favorite female good-guy character. Granted, only has two ("They're very clean, these Muggles...." and "DON'T CALL ME NYMPHADORA!"), but still!! I still have to see it four more times, first reason being that I told myself that if I ever saw a movie better than Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe, I'd see it more times in theaters, and I saw CoN:LWW six times, so I have to see HPOP at least seven, and second reason being that I still didn't memorize my other three favorite characters' lines. Wow, that was a big old run-on sentance.

Anyways. Until the next time, Goodbye.

Right now, I'm searching for a certain kind of fanart. You really want to know?

AshxPikachu.

You heard me right.

Pikachu is a girl.

And I want fanart of them together, with Pika-chan in human form.

Cos I'm awesome like that.

And yes, I like Pokemon.

No I don't.

I LOVE Pokemon.

BTW...

I feel so lost... like everything is turning against me, and it hurts to try to do anything.... I'm getting in fights with everyone I love, and, no matter how much they deny it, I feel like such a burden.....

I got a new needlework pattern today, as well as a new pair of knitting needles.

I'm going to find some extra canvas and get someone to make a design so that I can needlework the cover of Scar Night onto it.....


I love that book.

As you could probably tell from my journal.

So, anyways.

My friends wanted me to get a Livejournal......

So I got one.

And they attacked me.

Yeah.